Oh gawddd

Everything has to come to an end

2007-01-29T18:42:00.001+08:00

Thank you readers, it's been a good 2 years since I started blogging here, but I've decided that I need a move of address. A new year (so I'm a month late) deserves a new adress right? Well I think so anyway, a new year calls for a fresh start so I'm giving myself one in terms of a new address.

And slowly day by day, it's all fading away..

2007-01-28T22:10:00.000+08:00

I went to church today, awesome! But for cathechism, then tm-ed with Glenn and Laura after. Gordon paid me back my 5 dollars, I'm contented.

Laura came over and we made cookies, I left the camera in the hands of my brother and these are probably the nice ones out of the hundreds that he took.

And we did a bit of camwhoring ourselves but those pictures are ugly.

And I had to give my brother&siter tuition, it's going to be like that everyday for an hour. And have I mentioned that AJ sucks at schoolwork? (Just like me) Okay, well now I have.

The weekend passed so fast. My grandmother&aunty gave me money and I'm loaded again, yay! I won't have to scrimp till I get my allowance soon, not that bad?

Height&weight's on Tuesday, I'm going to spend tomorrow in the gym; I'm hoping last minute workouts have more results than last minute studying.

what I always felt but never had the courage to say

2007-01-27T21:39:00.000+08:00

I'm tired, I got awaken at 430 in the morning to play Agony Aunt till 545; but thankfully I was able to fall back asleep. The gap in the middle hasn't affected my mood at all, as I even decided to bake cookies tomorrow! Yay, cookies for everyone on Monday, look for me in my class okay?

Vagina boy went for Beat! and to Elsa's after, I didn't know or I would have tagged along, but I needed to catch up on my sleep anyway.

Alright, I'm going for a long hot shower to loosen up my muscles then I'm heading straight for bed. You should really spend your weekend recooperating instead of staying up later, you'll just end up overexerting yourself.

I don't know why, but I feel as though I got wiser as the year passed. Don't you think?

Something about love you never knew existed

2007-01-27T12:52:00.000+08:00

If I had the chance, I would spend the entire day at the beach writing your name in the sand.

Febuary's arriving in a mere 5 days, and you know what this means: Valentine's Day's coming. I'm not a big fan of it, I haven't really celebrated it with anyone special before; and I don't think I'll be doing it this year. Baking at Natesha's house last year was a blast, and I'm already wondering what's in store for this year.

But I'm already setting aside some money to get roses and little gifts for the M&M's and a few others, I sometimes miss them since we split last year. A class really can be different when you don't have most of the clique inside, but at least I've got Nicks, so it's not that bad.

I need re-runs of sappy movies over dishes of buttery, salty and fattening popcorn on the couch downstairs. It'll bring back some memories and I think I need to relive the old times, it's been quite awhile...
Who wants to join me?!

what you don't learn in school

2007-01-26T21:28:00.000+08:00

I've learnt today that:

1) 1992 red wine+100 plus = puking sensation
2) Not to drink those black stuff in very ancient red wines
3) I get my periods the same time as Kyla
4) Vegemite+Skyflakes (plain biscuits) = absolute love

I've got a queasy stomach now and I feel like hurling, I'll just stick to the 2004 Merlot, I haven't suffered anything from it and it's actually nicer than old wines, and weaker too; which is good.

I'm going to bed now, so early I know. But I think Erny's gonna ask me to call her from the chalet party she's at when I asleep, so I won't be getting that much sleep; which isn't that bad.

I'm off to prepare for bed, it takes me a good 15 minutes to put all the stuff on my face and brush me teeth and such to fluffing my pillows.

Toodles, remember to use sun screen everyday before you leave the house (I use SPF 100 everday) if not you'll suffer from premature aging and get lots of wrinkles, age spots, and dark spots when you grow older. And if you face is peeling from camp, slather on the aloe vera gel (make sure it's 100% pure and un-fragranced) and keept re-applying every hour or so, don't stinge, your face won't heal as fast if you're a miser.

Okay okay, night!

Hath no fury like a woman scorned

2007-01-26T20:47:00.000+08:00

Nicki said I look like an anjing; how depressing.
Xinning said I look like a cow; she looks like she has cancer okay.
Junita's hair is so punk; well I think so anyway.

School wasn't tha good, Chai came in and scolded us imbeciles. To me it's as rude as Simmy shouting at us, I don't really bother if you're a teacher or not, teachers have to respect students as well. Can't they realise it's a two-way thing?

Well, the upside was that I took great pleasure in insulting and making fun of people today. I felt kind of mean after that but whateverrrr. I don't like Suzanne very much; she should've studied and not come to 3/3 right? And too bad I'm such a corrupted and biased chairperson, cause I've got a feeling she's not going to enjoy the rest of the school year. Awwwww, sad.

Out with Larua Claire Meyer after school again. (I can't keep skipping track any longer, I swear) Blew over a hundred bucks and I feel so broke now, cause I've got about twenty bucks till thursday, which is when I get my allowance cause I've advanced too much and dad's away till Sunday, simply splendid!

Lunch at Din Tai Fung (it was gorgeous) and shared my tiny brown umbrella down Orchard Road to various buildings. Finally went to Muji and I wasn't that impressed, Laura made such a huge deal over it; faggot. And shopped at the Jap market where we oooh-ed and ahhh-ed over most of the stuff. Got one whole big bag of shitz to tide me over the weekend and maybe a few school days. Dried cranberries are the sex, eat more of them, they taste great and they're super duper healthy.

Tell me seriously, do I really look like an anjing with my fringe?
It's dog in bahasa melayu in case you don't know.
I kinda like my fringe alot, hahahahah okay wth.

I'll start to pin up my fringe once my pimple disappears (I got it from camp and it's all red and peeling now) that's the second reason I cut my fringe, so hide my pimple, with my fingers being incredibly itchy the first.

Ernyzo said to give the party at Elsa's a miss; she's tired and come to think of it I'm quite exhausted too.

Alright, alcohol party for one in the basement. I at least deserve a compromise right?

The story that changed the way I perceived life to be

2007-01-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

Someone please put a restraining order for scissors against me, please. Time and time again, I let my itchy fingers get to me and I actually chopped off my 8-month-old-which-used-to-touch-my-chin-fringe-till-I-cut-it when I got home after school. My chinese tuition teacher said it was nice and it actually cheered me up quite abit.

But I have to remind myself that I have friends like Nicki whom I laughed at so hard when her father cut her fringe and I'm sure she's going to spend the entire day mocking me, sheer enjoyment, I just can't wait.

That aside, class was eerily quite, with almost half the class missing, only 24 students out of the 40 turned up as there was a Chem test, I'm sure without it only 10 would come or something. But no, it got posponed, so I wasted today in school when I could be recooperating at home.

Out with Laura for lunch at Pizza Hut then Parkway after school where she persuaded me not to buy the thinning scissors from Watsons as she was afraid that I would butcher my hair by myself (which I did anyway) I guess she didn't think I'd just pick up any old scissors lying around in my room (I have lots of scissors in my room for some strange reason) and just cut it.

I want leggings, just for the sake of having them. I think oversized shirts with belts plus leggings are so last season, and yet Topshop's still filled with it. Wait, it's still the last season at Topshop. I need all the stores to change their stock, I need new clothes badly. I'm sure Pull&Bear'll have some nice stuff, I kinda like that store alot, odd.

Yeah and someone remind me not to go meet Paul till my fringe grows, not like he has over a gazillion things to mock me about, thanks.

A few pictures from today;

I'm already missing my hair, I've been staring at myself in the mirror (I always do) and my face looks so round like the moon; I look fat, my face looks fat, ughh.

Hello depression.

Hi, I'd like the meet the person who coined the term, camwhore

2007-01-24T21:21:00.000+08:00

When I got home I stuffed myself with food till I almost vomited, but it felt good anyway, considering that I had been starved for the past 3 days. I finished a Pizza Hut lasagne, a dish of beef balls, one whole garlic bread and half a litre of iced Ribena; sheer bliss.

Camp was crap, it wasn't that fun. It was like boot camp, and we had to memorise lots of shit to answer back to the instructors, I felt like a dog, no seriously, I really felt like a dog.

Aeroplanes passed every 15 minutes, can you imagine the noise when we were sleeping?

Day 1

Bus ride to Lagoon where we walked to Changi, school no money to bus enough gas to bring us there what!

After the walk when we were red like tomatos.

Kayaking was awesome, I partnered Tingyi and we were going to kayak to town cause we could see it from the sea, and we were going to till the boat had to tow us back cause we were too far from shore.

Night was fun, pigged out and yes I feel fatter.

Day 2

Look closely and you can see Junita on dangling on the rope from the zipline.

We ate Honey Stars off Nicki's chest that night

Day 3

I look melayu here
And Nicki looks like a rat

I guess camp was alright, though campfire sucked. I really wouldn't mind being in school than in camp cause I've got a real uneven tan and Nicki's no more geshia but more bangla.

Well, I'm not skipping school tomorrow, there's a Chem test and we do Practical for Home Econs every Thursday! You all better go okay, if not Simmy will shout at everyone on Friday.

Knn, there's track on Friday.

It didn't even come close

2007-01-24T12:49:00.000+08:00

I'm back from camp, yay! Alright, I'm dirty, smelly and cabbage stuffed. My lasagne, garlic bread and beef balls from Pizza Hut just arrived!

Right, after the food and a long nap, I'll update with all the details about camp and I swear it's no where near pretty.

yes, we're all growing up so fast

2007-01-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

I.WILL.BE.AT.CAMP.TILL.24TH.JANUARY

I'm all flustered from the packing to last minute arrangements. (OMG THANK YOU LAURA, LIFESAVERZXZ!)My minature pillow and bolster cannot fit into my luggage even though I put them in those bags where the you push and all the air comes out. And my inflatable bed can't fit into my luggage so I'm going to carry by hand as we tread from Marine Parade to Changi.

This is pretty much the state my room's in everday, but today's special cause it's actually abit cleaner as my maid packed it (you could actually see the floor without anything on it) till I messed it up looking for everything.

And I'm actually thinking of sneaking out from camp and going home, it's so close to my house! (Changi's close to Pasir Ris right?) Or let's all assume shall we? I'm leaving behind the portable DVD player, cause it's too heavy, seriously. And they better fucking starve us at camp like the seniors said so, cause half my bag is filled with food, if not I could bring my pillow&bolster along, and if not I'm going to kick them till they cry. (Not all, Erny only maybe)

All of you are supposed to miss me alot and tag my board and cry and give me pretty testimonials on Friendster while I'm gone. I want to feel wanted or at least missed by all of you, yayyyyy!

I'm going to miss each and every one of you (Yes even if you bully me alot and always make me pay for Macdonalds and never pay me back, yes you; pussy boy) but I know I'm going to miss you the most.

Ps. CALL ME WHILE I'M AT CAMP, I NEED NIGHT TIME COMPANIONSHIP THERE WHILE ALL THE PRUDES ARE ASLEEP. I'm bringing my charger and yes there's electricity there.

Okay okay, have fun while I'm away, BYE!!

The times I start to doubt myself

2007-01-21T14:01:00.000+08:00

I thought that I'd finally got over my self esteem issues (not professionally-diagnosed but self-diagnosed) when I managed to step out of the house just now with an almost clean face. I mean almost clean as in, foundation (sans loose powder), bronzer, mascara and gloss; and I felt good when I was getting ready till I had a final full length look at myself and realised I looked absolutely parched and hideous and obese.

I didn't go to church but instead spent my time in the library reading some stupid book but I didn't immerse myself as I ususally do when reading books cause I was having trouble concentrating. I felt as if everyone was watching me and secretly thinking to themselves how fat and ugly I looked.

Maybe I'm turning metal, I'm not sure. But I hate the way I look, why can't I look like her. She's pretty, has great teeth and everyone says that she's gorgeous. And the best part is, she's older than I am but looks way more mature.

Perhaps I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown, I'm not sure how am I going to hold for 3 full days without all my toiletries and makeup, I've become overly dependant and it's not a good thing. Before you know, I'm going to be some fat loser dropout bitch who stays at home the entire day, day after day, gorging on junk food and filling myself up with alcohol till I die of obesity or something.

I'm not ready for camp, physically or mentally. I can already imagine the toll it'd take on my body and mind and I'll be such a sight when I return.

I'm cutting back on alcohol and ciggies for awhile, I'm blaming them for my mini-relapse as I refuse to believe that I'm psycho.

Later,

Miss, your bra's showing

2007-01-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

Forget sleeping pills; if you can't sleep, take a little red wine. Or if you don't like the taste, mix it with 100 plus/7-up/soda water, like I do. I just had it a while ago and I changed from super hyper to super relaxed and tired. And it's only 836 now, well sleeping early's good!

So I'm going to get all my camp stuff tomorrow, I'm still reluctant to leave the house though. Camp sounds fun but it's so unfeminine like. Ms Keshia just came back from her 5 day camp (RGS lah), it was like OBS's camp at Pulau Ubin, and she didn't bathe for 3 days or something. Omg it'll be so fun please! But no, we're having out camp at Changi, wtf. But considering that she had to pay $100 over and us a mere $35, I don't blame them. But shouldn't the school let us experience more?

Alright, my eyelids are drooping and they're about to close soon. I'm so sleepy; night!

You actually believed what that lowdown and spiness jerk actually said?

2007-01-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

I found my keyboard and I've got like 8 more minutes to blog before my father barges into the room and demands it back. I made up some crappy lame story of not being able to sleep every night and staying up to read textbooks to pass the time, so unlike me. But he didn't buy the story anyway.

So anyway went to East Coast with Ms Meyer for lunch and we hit Subway. We're partially deaf, and we kept going huhhh to everything to whatever the counter guy said to us and he probably thought we were retarded cause he kept laughing after that. Arcade; and we finished the Jurassic Park game together! And also spent $10 in total, it was fun but we kept screaming and making stupid dances and oh it was so gay, you should have seen us.

Laura came over after and we went to the gym the swam in the pool; gorgeous day to swim really. Had dinner and red wine with 100 plus as a substitute for 7-up cause we couldn't find any, and we turned quite red after our first glass. I always turn red after drinking wine, so hopeless!

Alright, I'm so tired, sorry for the crappy post.

I can't wait for camp, yay! (REAL CAMP) Let's walk from school to Changi, no I'm serious, we are walking and lugging out 3 days&2 nighter bag along with us as well. So physical and extremely unglam.

My 8 minutes are over, I can hear dad climbing up the stairs to my room, bye!

I like what I do, but I like what you do even better

2007-01-19T15:01:00.000+08:00

My dad took away my keyboard in a kind of failure attempt as I gave into my drowsiness and fell asleep yesterday afternoon (he didn't go to work) and kept going back to sleep even though he woke me up countless times.

Well, so I didn't go tanning with Kristian at Sentosa in the end, and I brought all my tanning stuff! But instead I'm at Laura's house and yay the fag queen's done bathing and just peered over my shoulder to see what I'm typing.

Alright, pictures later cause I can upload and blog them without the keyboard, and the blogger adress is in my recently enteres websites, yesss! Among Livejournal, Friendster and the 4 other Blogspot blogs which I read, I'm too lazy to go to other blogs since most of you all's converted to Livejournal since the incident last November.

I'm gonna end here yay! And Laura's pinning some badge on her breast, hahah wtf!

there's always someone watching even though you don't realise it

2007-01-18T05:36:00.000+08:00

God, I'm so tired; I won't ever sneak out on school nights ever again. I had no sleep, and I know I'm gonna be as dead as ever in class today. But anyway Club Home with Paul, Elias, Vanessa, Jeremie and Lucian. Then later to Paul's house where he cooked some lamb patty thing for and surfed Youtube for music videos and stupid stuff to laugh at. No Elias, we didn't do anything, hahaha! Left at 515, and I just reached home. I.AM.SO.TIRED.

An hour and a half of Maths today, oh my god. If I get through it, I promise I'll get the minimum eight hours of sleep per day.

Ps. My Seventeen magazine's trashed, and I just got it yesterday, you better buy me a new one.

He never once said hello

2007-01-17T19:23:00.000+08:00

I'm in an extremely good mood now; I just caught Leigh online for the first time! It's been 5 long years since I've seen him, Jas&Tom. He said he misses me and my many bags of lollies, I can't wait for June, oh my god. I miss them all!

What happened to that person I once knew?

2007-01-17T18:19:00.000+08:00

Syaza: Mr Lim, why are your hands so big?
Mr Lim: Because they're big.

Nadene: Mrs Boey, why are you so red today?
Mrs Boey: Cause I only had these shoes and I had to match it somehow.

I love my class.
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I arrived at school at 8 today; dad sent me, well cause he went to talk to Mr Lee. who asked him to make me run yesterday? My leg muscles hurt like crap this morning.

Parkway-ed with Tingyi after school; that place is so boring. But it's the only shopping centre around school, so we don't have a choice do we?

Hi Lion Hair girl, I want to box your face and maybe your friend too. Get a life, please.

Ps. Can anyone tell me where's Prata Cafe, if it actually exists? Or if not Prata Housezxzxzxz? Cause Vagina Boy can't give directions for nuts.

through those layers of disguises, can you see what I see?

2007-01-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

Not like Pe was tiring enough, the Class Committee training course wore me out furthur. I spend more time in school than I do sleeping, so I'm terribly exhausted.

Well homework's pushed to the next day and I've got track tomorrow, awesome.

when the world comes to an end, will you be beside me?

2007-01-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

The air-con is leaking, so I can't sleep. I'm gonna wait for it to stop then I'll switch it on and resume in slumber; I'm exhausted, extremely. Well, I was looking through pictures and I realised how my fringe and Nicki's fringe looks exactly alike, well mine was about June last year (should be) and Nicki's one now. Oh god, I looked like a freak, I'm absolutely mortified with myself right now. But let's reming ourselves that bad haircuts are just part and parcel of growing up!

And the strange thing is I want to cut bangs again, I had to resist the temptation to do som DIY bangs on myself just now cause I was so bored. Can you imagine now bad it'll turn out and I have to suffer through all the humiliation again?! So saddening alright.

Ps. Thank you Jessica&Jolene (IN ADVANCE) for the Lip Inflation; I want to catch a movie!!!1!!11 And and excuse me tribals, you guys have owed me a tanning date at Sentosa since like November!

Well maybe I've given up and moved on

2007-01-15T19:44:00.000+08:00

AJ slept in my room last night, he's such a camwhore! And suddenly I'm so into making collages; interesting.
School was relatively fine, though getting punished with Nicki during Biology on the contrary was rather enjoyable. We got to raid the cupboards at the teacher's bench and steal al the penknives and matches, for what reason; it's still relatively unknown. Divulged about those porn videos I watched before to Nicki. Syaza and Tingyi on the way back to class from Chemistry and I was getting squirmy reactions from the three of them and it was so funny I swear!

It's the foursome, ehmygawd!

Off to Parkway with Laura after school and we gorged ourselves silly on the Sakae buffet when I realised mid-way that we had height&weight taking tomorrow during PE, like what the hell? And almost half of the dishes on the table were deep fried; Laura ate like a horse, eat and eat and eat. I was watching in sheer amazement as I got sick of the food relatively quick.

I was watching my phone like a hawk for any movement as I was just hoping, as Laura and I exchanged our romance stories, and I got a message and I was super excited even though the odds were 485795865:1. Bloody hell, Laura tricked me with her message cause she was pretending to be [inster name here] and she sent me a message saying "Hi i'm [insert name here] I LOVE YOU Haha"

After I read it I burst into fits of laughter cause it was a rather lame yet stupid attempt but yet SO LAURA. Oh yeah! I got my "slutty" stop from M)phosis too! though it's not slutty, Laura said so. Actually come to think of it, it's almost like a tube, though more covered.

Ploughed through Popular next to look for study guides and we spent one whole fruitful hour looking through shelves and shelves of books to find the right ones. New Syllabus = New Study Guides. And we couldn't find most of the ones we intended to get, how depressing. I got an English assesment book though, not that I need it, but it's better than doing Maths anyday. I suck at Maths.

My hanstrings still hurt, and it's been ages since the last Track training. I think it's permantly damaged or something. Yeah, thanks Mr Gan.

Girl's Out Loud tonight! I love that show, it's so bimboticzxzxzxz!!!

and the that smile that sent my heart beating a million times quicker

2007-01-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

There's a little part of Hollywood in Singapore, and it's right here, on my rooftop.

So I just caused a blackout in my entire house, well both un and intentionally. Cause I know this trick where you can cause a blackout in the kitchen, and my mother was by the fridge looking for stuff and I hope that it'd scare her or something, cause her presence was already irritating me.

And so instead of only the kitchen blacking out, the whole house went dark and stayed like that for a bloody 40 minutes, wtf!

So anyway, I played my song for Jessica (with lyrics thanks) and woah woah she said it was good!

Ps. Dad's not around and I'm broke, okay who owes me money, better pay back ah!

i never once thought this would happen

2007-01-14T16:30:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to bring Tanya to church, but I decided to skip it and brought her to Tampines instead. I'm teaching her really negative things, but it's right anyway. Tell me who else can teach her all the bad things like vulgarities and skipping mass? Me!

I had spare time so I put makeup on her and she looked like a transvesite and I was laughing my head off as I left the house. Met Erny and went for Lunch at Pizza Hut, the taxes there is outrageous. It cost like fucking $5, and the service isn't good, like at all. Then off to Isetan where I spent $62 on a new concealer stick and lipgloss from Clinique. And the concealer's like non-retractable; till now I still don't know why I got it. Though the lipgloss is absolutely cute!

Now don't say I don't bring Tanya out ah, I just did today. Aj went to the zoo today, he's not back yet though.

Maths tuition later, and maybe another post if I feel like it.

this heart, it beats, beats for only you

2007-01-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

Pretty picture don't cha think?

Mood's been really crappy lately, so crapy posts follow. Today wasn't that bad I guess, except that mum spoilt my mood near evening and we had 2 screaming matches and my throat's half gone.

Leg muscles are hurting again, just after they've recovered; I've got half the mind to join Library or something, cause all you do is sit and scan books, and don't get injured. (How can you get injured from sitting around and scanning books?!)

Being a homebody's not helping me lose weight, Height&Weight taking's on Tuesday, and here am I pigging out on hei ice-cream (from Awfully Chocolate, try it, super good) while watching E! Entertainment half the time. It'll be a miracle if I don't qualify for Fat Club, have you guys seen my thighs recently?! So turn-off I tell you.

In the meantime, song writing's helping me past the other half of my day. And it sounds strangely similar to 'My Heart' by Paramore, perhaps because it's been on replay mode in iTunes for the past few days. Right, so now I've got 3 sets of chords for 3 songs and no lyrics, I've got no inspiration to pen anything down so far. 2007 hasn't proven itself to be very productive, first 3 days excluded cause I had fun.

Oh please inject some form of happiness in the form of anything, it's getting rather dull.

you're just what i need

2007-01-13T14:34:00.000+08:00

So I finally managed to sit myself infront of the computer to do the class seating plan on Photoshop. Well people, I want feedback; tell meif you're not happy with it, and I'll try and change it. Try, not I will, but try. I'm not expecting everyone to be happy about it, I can't please all 39 of you (excluding myself) and I'm certainly not expecting to.

But once again, I can't upload pictures on Blogger. So I uploaded it on Photobucket, but I'm not posting it cause the lines on my blog'll go haywire.

So here's the link:
http://i65.photobucket.com/albums/h215/nadenee/classarrangement2.jpg

Message/IM me before 6pm on Sunday if not I'll assume everything's alright, and yes lastly please pass the message about the arrangement, thanks!

Excuse me while I kiss the sky

2007-01-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

Blogger's posting's getting worse by the day, I can't even see the buttons on top or anything. Tried to do the seating arrangement on the computer since it's been finalised but I want feedback anyway so that last minute changes could be done if you guys aren't that happy and I was doing it halfway when I thought about what happened in class today, and I got all worked up again and closed the window. Oh well, maybe I'll try again tomorrow, unlikely but there's still a possibility?

Track was tedious, Mr Gan said that I was striding correctly (Haha Gretl, jealousss) but he didn't say anything like infront of everyone; well maybe cause I cheated during warm-ups and he kept ignoring me after that, whatever.

I'm so not in the best of moods now, so please don't irritate me even futhur. But thanks to Kristian who made my heart race a million times a second and put a smile on my face, yay!

confessions of a sex addict

2007-01-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

I suddenly have the urge to trade in my K800i for the new iPhone thanks to Jonas Leong for showing me the link to the website yesterday night. It's kinda cool, internet, iPod and a phone all in one? But it's so huge, try fitting that into your uniform and taking it out to message during curriculum time, it's so difficult!

I just remembered I've got track tomorrow, and I just recovered from my muscle pulls. Geez, it's 11.44pm and I'm still up, where's all my energy going to come for the 5km run tomorrow?

Bed now, oh let Blogger be alright tomorrow.

see the world through my eyes

2007-01-11T15:30:00.000+08:00

I accidentally ate my heat cream and I feel s-s-s-sick.

I spent half the day putting the cream on my arm cause it hurt tremendouslyand it started raining and my uniform got wet, and the cream got wet and turned mayo-like on my arm and I thought it was mayo and I touched it and stuck my finger in my mouth. Well cause we made potato salad during Home Econs today and we used mayo, so yeah lah!

Blogger's been having some problem since last night, I can't go the HTML part or upload pictures, so if it's alright I'll post up some pictures later?

Chinese tuition in 2 hours and seriously, I feel like puking.

we didn't get what they promised

2007-01-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

Awoke at 6am and my whole bloody body was aching, I can't lift both of my arms, get out of bed without help, cough or laugh, bend forward, apply the heat cream myself. How sad is that? It's like being pysically disabled for a day or something.

Right now the heat cream's my best friend, it makes me feel goooooood!

And I've been thinking, I don't need a man by my side, I'm strong enough by myself and my friends surely make up for my other half, no doubt.

(In the words of Laura)
Bye tornado-inspired hair, I'll just let Nature take it's course.

Ps. Natesha wait till Nicki and I return to school, there' be more grinding and pumping to Sexyback for you to come!

the reflection of our past

2007-01-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

My lips are heavily laquered with Lip Inflation and I'm only at home. If it wasn't so glossy or if it was just some cream thing I'd wear it to school, the burning sensation is extremely sexy.

15 minutes earlier I had green eyeliner on the bottom lid and black liquid on the top with purple mascara.
Playing makeup is fun.

Nicki's not coming to school tomorrow; hip problems, awww it's going to be very quiet. No more Sexyback dance for Natesha tomorrow! Anyway being the long winded person she is, message me with what to do tomorrow not enough, must call me and repeat everything again. Nicki ah Nicki..

PS. JESSICA I BOUGHT YOUR MASCARA TODAY, I DEMAND MY LIP INFLATION!

controversy doesn't raise an eyebrow anymore

2007-01-09T20:01:00.000+08:00

Nicki: I feel so bad we cheated
Nadene: So? At least we won.
Nicki: Yeah you're right! As long as we feel good..
Nadene: .. and win!

We'll probably be the worst role models ever, but Pe's fun when you're with Laura, Syaza, Nicki and Fairy Princess.

Mrs Teo: Angullia stop chewing!
(Natesha gives the 'me?' face)
Nadene: Hahaha eat summore!
(Hides sweet and sticks out tongue)

5 minutes later...

(Natesha&Nadene still laughing)
Natesha: I feel so mortified.
(Nadene still chewing sweet)
Nadene: HAHAH SEE NEVER EAT!
Natesha: Then where did I get the sweet from?
Nadene: Ahhh shut up!

I like Literature too much, the endless supply of sweet from my magic bag keeps everyone awake and me incredibly energetic from the sugar boost.

Parkway-ed with Laura settled for Fish&Co over Sakae Sushi. It's so weird that everytime I go to the Fish&Co at Parkway it's always raining? Anyway blew almost my entire allowance in MPH, Watsons and Sasa, with no thanks to Laura, hahahaha! Though I got like 5 pairs of fake lashes today, oooooh! And I saw Glenn in his long pants, interesting.

Yes, Nadene's in a good mood. Please don't spoil it by starting to think of, yes let's not even go there.

the tale of two cities

2007-01-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

What I did from 8-12:

3 changes of clothes and 1 episode of 'Girls Out Loud' after, I've got 70 more pages till the completion of 'To Kill A Mocking Bird'.

Yes life's feeling good, but it'd be better if you were right beside me.

Let's pick out the fake

2007-01-08T19:07:00.000+08:00

Brought Goldfish biscuits today and no it wasn't cat food, cause I wouldn't eat cat food, gross!

TiNgYi De FaIrY PrInCesSzXzXz!!
Syaza is stupid

Xinning's honourary member of out English Project.

Front Back

Literature rocks, Nicki and I get to be reunited with Nateshaaa! And Fairy Princess' stuck in Core Geography, haha so sad.

Ps. I laughed out loud till I almost cried when I saw Thng's hair in the morning, HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA! orry Nicki I only talk to people with nice fringe, come back to me when yours grow :D

thou shall have cake and eat it

2007-01-07T17:24:00.000+08:00

As from today, I've got a new obsession: fake lashes. Went to church with Mikeo+sister and her sister had like long curvy lashes which were so mesmerising (to me anyway) and I couldn't help but stare the entire time. Her sister didn't turn to look at me once while I was staring but I think she noticed, or maybe not.

So I want fake lashes! LOTS AND LOTS OF IT! Help me buy okay! From Shu Umera (omg those are absolute love!) to Missha, whatever; I JUST WANT FAKE LASHES!

And and I bugged my mother into buying me a teeth whitening kit for I don't know what reason, my teeth's not in a grotesque yellow shade or anything (they should be the same colour as your eyeballs and not any whiter cause you'll look like a freak) but I just wanted to have one. And mine comes with two trays, some whitening gel and a electronic thing to polish/remove stains from your teeth, it's so cool! It's from White Glo, don't know how much it costs though. I'm supposed to have white teeth in a week or something, hmmm we'll see how it goes.

Maths tuition at 630, I'm kinda looking forward to it for some reason? Yeah maybe I'm turning into a geek, perhaps.

Ps. I'm going to start going for track as I think it'll help me regain all the muscle mass which I've lost over the past 2 years and I heard that they changed the coach to some Angmor, yay! Beats the crappy chinese coach we had last time. I'm racist against my own race, whatever.

hi would you like lies with that?

2007-01-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

Been up reading new magazines, they're way better than re-reading. I didn't know that ching chong was supposedly offensive to Asians, it's not a tad bit offensive? Hahaha wth man!

DIY chemical hair straightener just now, left it on for too long cause I misplaced the instructions. And it's sort of straight but not in the front part, and it's like browner under light, strange. Keshia's haircut today is so botched it's funny. I'm going to stalk her outside RGS since she refuses to meet in till 4 Sundays pass (in other words, a month) as she is afraid I'll laugh at her. Hun, you know that I won't laugh at you right, not even crack a smile when I see your hair. Alright, I'm lying.

Need to finish English project by tomorrow, I'm so bloody lazy. Copied the Leonardo article, I've got like 5 more? And the heading to complete then off to school for Nicki and Natesha to finish a tiny bit, then up to Mr Berger to mark it and some deduction for late entry, awesome!

GUESS WHAT I READ THAT BOOST IS IN SINGAPORE! It's like some juice bar from Australia, their smoothies/fruit ice blended/protein boosters are very-very-very-good! I'm hooked onto Boost whenever I visit The Cousins over at Perth/The Godfather in Brisbane and always bully dear Leigh to treat me! But the downside? It's all the way at Vivo; like who'll go to Vivo, it's so overrated. There's basically almost nothing there. But, it's at #02-134 if you're heading down there anytime soon.

And I want to go down to Indulgz Bistro again. For all you people who don't know where it is, it's the place that Xiaxue advertised for on her blog. Though I don't fancy the Angel Hair Pasta thing, it's kinda gross and unfilling. But but the Cheese Compote and Mushrooms are absolutely divine. Go to Xiaxue's blog (www.xiaxue.blogspot.com) and scroll for the post, it's still there, quite near the bottom. I don't know how to like link the post only to here, must learn it soon.

Ps. Catch Fastfood Nation, it's all about like Macs and such. Hopefully after you watch it you guy'll stop dragging me to Macs to eat. Cause like they supposedly put cows guts into burgers and drop burger patties on the floor and they'll still serve them to you, ew. I'm gonna watch it soon, yes when I find the time.

Pps. Can someone please bring me to Muji Laura rambles about it on and on everyday in class and says that all it's stuff are like awesome and probably won't stop till I agree with her till I actually go there, and I feel so deprived cause I haven't been there, or maybe I have but didn't know it's Muji. Any cause, I still want to go!

HAHA HAVE YOU SEEN NICKI'S HAIR?!

2007-01-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

HAHA LOOK AT NICKI'S FRINGE. I'LL STILL LOVE YOU EVEN IF RALVIN DUMPS YOU AFTER SHE SEES YOUR FRINGE, YEAH LAH TELL ME I'M NICE!

Currently:
1) Laughing at Nicki's fringe
2) 1/7 of English
3) Looking for my long lost Day After Tomorrow DVD (Channel 5 can't screen movies without half the time them being commercials)
4) Wanting to go to*, omg loverboy's there!
5) Need black clips

and the glitz and glamour's faded away

2007-01-06T13:51:00.000+08:00

I slept for 16 hourszxx! Like, I feel really great now, fantastic day today, don't you agree?

I'm sitting infront of the computer eating Ferrero Rocher while listening to 'Burn, burn' by Lost Prophets, go download it, it's not pop or those bimbo music that you people think I listen to, it's er rock I think? I don't know how to classify music, duh.

Tuition changed timings like so many times I ended up not going for the Orentation thing in school, sorry. And in the end it was as noon as promised, hahaha wtf lah!

We're cooking on Thursday for Home Econs, potato salad. I think it's gonna be gross, cause knowing the type of ingredients the school will be providing, and the fact that we can't stray from the recipe sucks.

I'm going loner shopping in White Sands to look for the stuff I need for the English Renaissance thing, and I'll bring AJ along if he's at home, I haven't checked yet.

And and I want pork knuckles, mmmm. Been craving them since Parkway with Syaza on Thursday.

Ps. The links look fugly and I made up surnames for those who I'm not sure of, so they're back to the original ones, and meanwhile please refer Tingyi as Tingyi The Fairy Princess. Ohmygod, so cute please! And and yes thank you for helping me with admin work yesterday, WHERE IS ARIANE AND THE REST OF THE FORMS?!

just what don't you know

2007-01-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

I hate Fridays, my shoes get so muddy thanks to Exercise, and it's not like we actually do it you know. Can't they just cut it and release us at 1.45? And the fact that we finish at 2.15 every single day just stinks, what happened to the 1.15 days in Secondary 2?!

Brought dog biscuits and all the idiots ate them, hahahaha so fucking hilarious. I almost lost the key, yes I'm going to hang it around my neck, I just need to get a nice looking chain.

Airport after school with Jun, Nicks, Tingyi, Chai and Xinning.

Alright, I'm so tired and I'm going back to school for Sec 1 CCA things tomorrow. Front gate at 8.30, wakeup call at 6.30. Ughhhh, then tuition at noon, how irritating.

I'm sleeping at 7, have you guys seen my eyebags? Sleep deprevation, awesome!

it isn't always what it seems

2007-01-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

Fuck, have I told you that I've missed you loads? Yup don't think so, and maybe not anytime soon.

U2&Greenday: The Saints Are Coming

2007-01-04T17:54:00.000+08:00

School is very the enjoyable now, I've got Laura Claire Meyer behind me, Soon like next to her, Syaza Diyanah very close by, Nicki Thng Pei Qi & Song Tingyi in viewing/shouting distance when I turn to talk to Laura, Juliana all the way behind, and I can still see her even though she's so short and Melissa when I stand up cause Soon's stupid head's blocking my view.

I got caught for my socks&skirt, didn't have my SS book and other stuff today, awesome. And it's like what first day as chair?

PP-ed after school with Syazaaaa! Yay, I got all my stuff I needed and it cost $50 bloody bucks, wtf.

Ah, and yes my internet's like faster now, ( I use 2WIRE, whatever that is) so I uploaded the videos to Youtube.

Ps, check out Twohill's ass in the last one.

nail vita

2007-01-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

Met white boy for prata at like 2 in the morning and had a kinda interesting talk with him, back at 430 and tried to sleep but failed miserably.

Kinda dead in school, I was so sleepy, but but but guess what people?
I'M CHAIRPERSON! Yeah, kinda shocking eh? Wah wah thanks to everyone that voted.
Nicki's jealous, no lah, hahah. I won't lose the keytag.

Didn't meet Paul in town after school, I'm too tired.

Extreme Makeover+Simple Life tonight, after my Chinese tuition at 730, tsk.

Alright, I'm going to bed.

-

2007-01-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

Waited till 2 for the white boy to finish his supper outing and call me; Bali sounded fun, maybe I should have another 'church camp' and head off to Bali. Wah wah wah, so fun ah!

Impromptu call from Paul saying that he reached home damn early from home club, it was like around 3? Yeah so I went over and stupid white boy had stuff to do the next day and didn't go. But anyway, Paul was nice enough to bring back some alcohol for me, thanks hahahha. Ordered Macs and watched some crappy Channel 8 Street Fighter Movie. Camwhored, again, and he kept teasing me about *, eh some nice brother sialzxzx.

Well, there's more pictures lah. But they're all very very ugly. Videos up again if I actually bother to upload them, hmmmm bye!

the difference between fact and fiction

2007-01-02T01:45:00.000+08:00

Can't believe I'm actually up waiting, but nevermind; it's not like I can sleep anyway. I could be out, but dear brother's at Club Home in Clarle Quay right now probably drunk now as the last two message replies were HAHA/HAHAHA. Wth? Hhaahahhaha!

Anyway, who wants to stay up with me the whole of tomorrow night? I won't be able to sleep, confirmed. And Tingyi can spend the first day in school talking to her sleeping partner, namely me.

Oh oh and contrary to what people might say or think, yes I own shirts.

My dearest Mayyin, I do not only own shorts and tubes, even though it is quite nice though I look like a slut, so it's mostly gig-ing/party-ing clothes. I AM NOT FUCKING TUBAL! I have an array of non-tube tops, yes throw in the odd shirt, I have like 3 or 4 shirts; don't you people find them so hot?! And lets not forget my mult-purpose jeans, though I don't like them cause the colour's a fugly light blue and my dark blue skirt, but the design on the butt pockets send shivers down my spine.

Yes Nicki, I'm still holding the grudge, I can't let it go, sorry. Too bitchy and childish to let it go.

And and Mayyin is hooked onto The Vinyl Summer's songs, wah wah! If you people can't download them from Myspace, ask me online OKAY, I've got like 3 songs.

Orh, and I've got proof that when I first plucked my eyebrows, my sideburns grew back from the shaving. Yes all you bitches that laughed at me everyday should know who you are.

What is beside my ear? Yes my sideburns, and yeah lah you can see my oh-so-gorgeous eyebrows. YES SATISFIED NOW, THAT I HAVE SIDEBURNS!?

I need new songs to learn on the guitar, recommendations? And and pictures for the class barbecue please! I want to see myself in my striped ah lian purple and black KaWaIiZxZxZx top~~*~*!

Guess what, you've been on my mind the entire day.

you don't look with your eyes, but with your mouth

2007-01-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

Depressing day at home filled with mood swings, it's nothing new. My eyes are a gone case, they're gonna be as swollen as hell tomorrow.

Well, thanks for the advice dude, I love you to bits and pieces, you know that right.

Tell me something new, something that I don't already know. Yeah what a great way to start the new years, gosh.

-

2007-01-01T02:50:00.000+08:00

There's so much rumors going around and I'm gonna try to clear some stuff up.

Dear -insert name here-, I wonder why did you ever close down the paul-twohill website? Right, it's totally none of my business, duh like I don't know that already, but maybe it had something to do with you bad mouthing Paul behind his back.

Oh boo-hoo, Paul's singing sucked at Dxo you said, he doesn't deserve a guitar or a Batmobile for Christmas and he's always giving you the backseat; and what are you doing? Running Paul's main fan site, the irony of things really. Still thinking of marrying him when he turns 18? HAHAHAHAHAHAH, DREAM ON!

And the fact that you can blatantly deny everything and act oh-so-innocent just disgusts me. For the record, Jaazy didn't tell Paul anything alright, I did, so don't hate her.

Hope you'll have fun doing your California Fitness shit this year, hahaha yeah right.

Cheer up so-cannot-make-it-as-my-big-brother-but-still-is-anyway, I still love you lah okay.

am i ready?

2007-01-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

Found two pictures taken at my old house yesterday, my memory's terrible.

Wasn't in the mood, but camwhored with Priscilla still at Nicole&Natalie's mansion.

New Year's sucked, I was in the car at midnight sulking and staring at my phone, which isn't really very good.

However, I can safely say that I'm entering the year of 2007 with someone else in mind. It's funny really, let's just hope I'm lucky.

Happy New Year's to everyone, hope you guys had a great time even though I didn't, oh yes you especially.

untitled

2006-12-31T17:17:00.000+08:00

I'm back kiddies!

Well sadly, there'll be no pictures cause I wasn't in any mood to take pictures and my camera's still fully charged, but I had lots of fun these 2 days so I don't really care.

Ryan's house was awesome! The 14 hours spent there + 50 over people = madness, I'll just try to pick out the highlights:

1) Playing tai-tee with Jonas (JL's brother) and him winning 4 out of 5 games and me downing 4 shots of Bailey's.

2) Noman getting so drunk he puked in Ryan's room and wallowed in his own vomit.

3) The police came.

4) Elias got super high and sprayed Baygone on people and the candles, hoping to extinguish the flames.

5) Elsa (yes Kidspy) doing her Napoleon Dynamite dance and swearing she had a penis.

6) The hour long (maybe an hour and a half search) for 7-11 with Cristian running across the road hoping to get knocked down with Kristian and Vinalli (I think)

7) Paul rubbing his socks on me then telling me it was filled with Norman's vomit, gross.

8) I didn't get drunk, I swear.

So had to play with the band at Tampines Community Club, it was horrible, I had two hours of sleep and oh-so-dead.

Mosh 2006 at Arts house with Erny, Nut, Mayyin, Melsa, Ben, Akinso, Melanie, Junita, Xinning, Tingyi, did I miss anyone out? The Vinyl Summer was awesome, Cristian's drumming's way good and Elias sang hell nice! Ava wasn't as good as I expected them to be, but I still enjoyed it nonetheless.

Back to the old house where I made a mistake of opening the windows to sleep cause I couldn't on the air-con/fan cause I wasn't supposed to be there anyway, and got 15 mosquito bites, tsk.

I'm just gonna end this here, cause I'm tired, so so tired.
Maybe pictures from New Year's if I feel like it, bye.

-

2006-12-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

I'm going to be away on ''church camp'' from tomorrow till Sunday. I'll probably blog after or if I manage to gain acess to a computer earlier. Well, don't miss me.

Much love,
Nadene
xoxo

doesn't it feel the same?

2006-12-28T17:32:00.000+08:00

Started the day early by waking up at 8 and reaching Glenn's house at 930 to drop the bass off, the dog with the ugly hair sucks, it humped my leg and I was damn freaked out. Cabbed to Escape with him cause he was meeting his friends and as for me, Ms Keshia Metias.

Not sure what happened to his friends but we trailed through Escape together, there weren't much people but the two best rides (Panasonic&Wet&Wild) were closed, how irritating. Spent about two hours there, it wasn't so bad condering tickets were going for $6 and it started to rain, heavily.

Met Glenn's friend and went to Tampines to have lunch and caught Night At The Museum. I loved it, it's a nice movie. Well, Keshia didn't like it, but I did, it's so cute! Though very predictable, don't say I didn't warn you.

Pictures when I get them from Keshia?

Right, lets plan for tomorrow. It's too soon.

tanya didn't get raped today

2006-12-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

So Jun, Nicks, Nut and ~~Tingting~~ Tingyi came over today. It was havoc as expected, and yes my room is super super messy after the makeup cum nail polish cum camwhoring party, took like 205 pictures, my camera's fully loaded.

We went swimming with AJ&Tanya and after an hour of our stone game, AJ&Tanya were still playing, how sad.

Ordered Macs, the lady hates Junita, asked for 20 packets of chilli, 10 mayo and 5 curry sauce and we actually got them, wow.
Natesha-the-idiot-that-fell-off-her-bike
Junita-the-one-that-used-my-blue-hair-mascara-till-it's-empty

Me-the-blue-eyeshadow's-not-my-colour
Tingyi the almost-minah-if-she-was-actually-malay
Nicki -the-monkey

Yeah okay, I'm such a drama queen.

So yes, it was an awesome day. I'm so bloody tired right now, and quite pissed off over other things at the same time. Jeffery's collection on Project Runway wasn't as nice as I expected it to be, I prefered Uli's more actually, that mini tube dress spelled gorgeous.

And yes the earthquake in Taiwan can just kiss my ass, I can't surf the net properly. This post took me like an hour, tsk.

Ps. I've got 2 videos out of the 8 we shot. The first one's about the Titanic and the second's some syncronised (sp?)-I could never spell that word- swimming. Alright, both are damn gay, and I think the sound'll lag? Haven't watched it on Youtube yet, so yeah!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02R6tuI443U

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d__g4SoXxrI

as memories come back

2006-12-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

The prospect of going to Australia, namely my second city to go to besides New York, in June next year with Cheryl, Priscilla, Audrey, Charlene and YongZhi (sp?) just excites me! Obviously with our families, ugh goes without question doesn't it?

However, I'll get to see my favourite second cousins, yes Leigh is included, oh Darsh, Lavi, Arvin, Matt, Yanis and Inez too! I'm in such a I-miss-everyone mood, shoot me, please.

Yeah, I miss those 5 hour long car rides to the other cities nearby in Australia and the stops at the gas stations where Priscilla would stock up on her junk food and Cheryl would puke and I would get my flavoured water, hahaha! And those sprees in Fremantle, the air brush tattoo place's really cool.

But wait, let's not forget that it'll be winter, gross. There's absolutely no summer-like clothing to get, unless you want jackets, then I guess its a great time to head down to Australia, isn't it?

So anyway, I found a whole loadof pictures from Australia all the way back in 2002,but I'll post a few up. I remember I had to celebrate my birthday there and we played with the ice-cream cake and cookies and, it was so much fun!

Cheryl and priscilla look so different don't they?
And I was into caps, oh god, I'll probably never live this down but since I posted up a pictures of Cheryl and Priscilla, aiyaa post of myself also lah!

Well, fun day ahead tomorrow, the lewzers are coming over, yess!

<3

2006-12-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

Charlene and Audrey stayed downstairs mostly so Cheryl, Priscilla and I spent the most of our time playing Crash Bandicoot on the XBOX and reminiscing about the past; I swear we were so childish.

Well, I had fun and I can't wait for the 31st, cause the party'll be at Uncle Bryan's 15/18 room mansion, ehmygawddd!

the overkill of green and red

2006-12-25T16:41:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!
So it's that time of the year again, and truthfully I'm not really excited about it. I've come to realise this year that Christmas and Birthdays are all not about beautifully wrapped presents, but much much more. I'm not sure how to describe it, cause the feeling's basically indescribable, and well maybe if you look deep inside yourself you'll probably find the feeling too

But there's something to look forward to at night, a much awaited gathering among family friends at my house, it's been almost 8 months since I've seen all of them!

;Well, please let her go? We need to go for it, I'l do anything, I swear.

merry christmas ya'll

2006-12-25T01:32:00.000+08:00

It's Christmas, and at Christmas you tell the truth. Alright, I'll confess that I miss you terribly and perhaps you'll find out soon, that's if I'm able to pluck up enough courage to say it.

infuration

2006-12-24T19:24:00.000+08:00

I'm very the pissed, my motha is such a faggot. Don't know what the hell she wants to go for midnight mass tonight or don't know what shit and I've gotta pass on the vip room at Mos, can you just imagine how much funner it'll be than ugh, mass?!

Aye Junita, I'm sorry ah, next time, next time.

Okay okay Wednesday's havoc day, Nut, Jun and Nicks are coming over! We're gonna play stones by the pool and do other stuff, at least there's something to look foward to.

Ps. I myspace-d my cousin's band (he's the drummer and he's incredibly hot, I swear. He's not asian, okay half, but still damn hot lah!) in Australia and it turns out that they're kind-of famous there and they're really really good. Maybe even better than Electrico?

Go check them out!
www.myspace.com/bandspectrum

starbucks cures everything

2006-12-24T15:37:00.000+08:00

I had to bring my brother to church, how annoying. So anyway, as I was wallking back to Tampines Mall after church I passed this malay woman with really horribly drawn eyebrows and I swear I stared at her as if my eyes were glued onto her eyebrows till she walked past me.

So I'll show you what they looked like before you judge me and tell me I'm an evil slut:

I swear upon all my toiletries and maybe my box of nail polish that her brows were drawn like that. I SWEAR! Just one line and in some fugly brown colour. How the fuck can you leave your house with such horrible eyebrows?

So here's the original picture. And you know this lady wasn't like old, she was like around 20 something maybe 26 at the most? What the hell happened to her eyebrows? Did they burn when she was cooking or something? Or maybe she just went to pluck everything then realised now ugly she looked?

Okay, I'm just gonna stop, cause I can go on forever ranting about her ugly brows.

Oh Stacey said that I look a little bit fatter, when I asked her if I looked fatter. Ugh, how depressing. And this aunty that came over yesterday also said that I gained alot of weight. Vair vair irritating, cause I didn't even ask for her opinion. I should just go for slimming shouldn't I, and I can be their spokesperson, and I'll be happy and they'll be happy and everyone'll be happy!

Not sure if we're going anywhere tonight, though I hope so? Gosh it's Christmas Eve already and I didn't realise it till Stacey reminded me today during mass. You know what that means? School's starting soon, but I'm in a pretty awesome class with the funnest people in the level so it's not that bad, yay!

-

2006-12-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

I'm finally going for mass tomorrow. Note the stress on finally, it's been like uhhh close to 6, or maybe even 7 months? But on the bright though not that dull side, I'm going with Stacey and Mieko and I haven't seen them in ages. Since cathechism stopped for the year actually, or unless you count in the 5 second hello-i've-missed-you at Bugis like a month ago, haha.

And there's Christmas mass too, wth I'm so damn lazy.

haha wth

2006-12-23T18:17:00.000+08:00

Played with AJ&Tanya at home the whole day after my nap, okay it was funner than I expected.

[the video's a little big so go to Youtube and look for it]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9Oa3WJqqag

We made a video, okay they did. They sang to We Wish You A Merry Christmas while playing air guitar and dancing? Pedophiles like Natesha, Shazlin and Nicki will enjoy. And yeah lah, my sister wasn't anti-social in this one, so Erny will like this.

The sound's slower than the picture thingy and I don't know why, stupid camera.

the night my parents went out and i had the time of my life nicking their stuff

2006-12-23T11:37:00.000+08:00

My brain's screwed, I swear it is. 6 consecutive hours on the phone with Keshia's screwed it. Oh have I mentioned like 4 hours of the conversationwas like on my handphone? Yeah, its probably half cooked now.

So slept at around 6 (again) and dad woke me up at 10, wth 10 lah! And I had to act as if I slept really early and as fresh as a daisy, prancing around the house preparing breakfast; though I watched Pokemon with AJ and I realised I miss it tons. It's been ages since I watched Pokemon on Kids Central.

And since everyone was out yesterday, I scouted through some cabinets in my mother's room for stuff to nick (she doesn't give me stuff and doesn't bring me out, so she doesn't buy me stuff, and I've got every right to take some things to be satisfied) and guess what I found?

A whole treasure trove of perfumes and whatnots have you, and I got away with a Calvin Klein perfumed oil body spray, Ralph Lauren Womens perfume, Clinique makeup remover, Body Shop shampoo, Body Shop eye gel, Elizabeth Arden Green Tea perfume and get this, two Chanel No. 5's. How the hell can my mother have two (or maybe more, I don't know, cause when I saw those two I took them immediately) Chanel No.5's and not tell me? I've been craving it since, ummm period. But whatever I've got two now.

I thought I spotted the packaging of a Bang&Oulfsen phone, but it was WAY HIGH up, and I was balancing on the arm rests of a rolling (rolling is it? those ones which can move about, I momentarilly forgot the term) computer chair whilst screaming into the phone and laughing very hardly and loudly at Keshia's stupid scenarios, (alone at home what!) she's so damn stupid I swear you know.

Okay I've come to realise when I'm sleepy my spelling, vocab and grammer's atrocious, so I'll just end here and try to take a quick nap.

the beginning of an end

2006-12-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

Beauty And The Geek 2's the funniest shit ever. At some points I felt like a genius and others I just felt damn stupid cause I didn't know the answers too.

Person: What's the square root of a hundred?
Beauty: 200
Oh, and another one said 5.
(Isn't it like 10? I suck at maths, it should be 10)

Person: What's superman's alter ego?
Beauty: Invisibility
(It's Clarke Kent, hell yeah!)

Person: What does Mensa stand for?
Beauty: A type of cookie? I mean wouldn't you eat a Mensa cookie?
(I don't really know, but I know Mensa's like a club for smart people. I know cause I read Xiaxue and she says she's from Mensa, though I don't know what it stands for)

Person: What yould you bring to a deserted island?
Beauty: Brush, deodarant and orange juice.
(Wtf, I'd bring my god damned house along, yay!)

Person: Name me 2 continents.
Beauty: Uh, it's like my worst subject.
Person: Okay, um 1.
Beauty: I don't even know what the hell's a continent!
(I know there's 7 continents, omg so smart! Asia, Europe, North America, South America, Greenland, Australia and Iceland. Yeah I think they're wrong, a few maybe.)

Person: What is the sun?
Beauty: Planet! It's too hot to live on, so we can't go there.
(The sun's a star, heh heh I used to read those 1001 knowledge books when I was young)

Beauty: I think we have like Espn or something, we can connect really well.
Geek: Espn's a tv station.
( I thought it was Espn too, eh Natesha what's the correct term?)

Oh and this geek graduated from high school when he was 15 cause he's too smart or something. But you graduate when you're 16. It's just a year, big deal.

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I'm currently alone at home. Mum's out bowling with the kids and the maids and dad went to god knows where. The house's damn quiet and I'm damn scared a robber will come, haha wth.

title?

2006-12-22T15:27:00.000+08:00

So I slept in the wee hours of 6 and I was really happy cause dad hasn't woken me up at 7 for the past two days and I didn't think he would today, but guess what, HE DID.

And I had to put on a show as if I was really going to stay awake for the rst of he day by bathing and brushing my teeth and going down for breakfast and once he leaves the house I'd get ready for bed again and sleep till well now. I just woke up, god so pig-gish.

Can you imagine all the calories I ate during breakfast? It'll all go down to my if-not-already-fat-enough thighs, fugger.

And hahahah, there's this picture in Nut's post of yesterday and it looks like I was scratching my pits, but let me tell you, I was not okay. I was pulling up my god damned bra which kept falling since it's strapless and I couldn't find the bloody strap.

Oh oh and it's either mina or minah; either way.

till time finally stops

2006-12-22T04:15:00.000+08:00

A Lonely ~~September~~ December
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

Woke up half past midnight after a pathetic two and a half hours of sleeping, or napping as it's so short. I've been pondering about stuff whilst sitting on the bed ever since, okay fine except for a few Msn chats and blogging.

Yeah maybe I'll leave my thoughts somewhere for a day and not be so troubled over such trival matters, hmmmm.

Well, lets try it sometime shall we?

why the phone's such an important part of my life

2006-12-21T18:57:00.000+08:00

Met Natesha at Pasir Ris Mrt to so-called have Ben&Jerry's with my brother and there was like absolutely no where to sit, so we went for Swensens in the end.

I'll post up more pictures when I get them from Natesha.

Yes okay I'm very very very happy today and probably remain like that till like school opens, yay!

why didn't singapore get flooded today

2006-12-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

It stopped raining today! Like OH-MY-GOD, finally. I can't tell you how relieved I was when Ms Keshia called me at 1030 to tell me that she could go out today, whilst waking me up at the same time.

Mr Miguel, I guess your God-wants-to-drown-the-world-again-so-we-better-build-an-ark-soon theory won't happen in the days to come, I hope.

But anyway I got loads of stuff today and I spent almost all of my money, it's so hopeless even trying to save some.

$19+ $41.15+ $55+ $6.40+ $28+ $79.80+ $37.00+ $55.00+ $26.00+ $22.50+ $24.00 = alot of money.

And I haven't even got Jessica's and Jolene's presents yet. How crappy is this?

Oh oh check out my nails in the last picture, I like the colour! I'd take a picture but it's all chipped cause I was peeling during the cab ride home and I passed the SSC along the highway and I caught the boys playing soccer there like the gazillionth time.

Dinner was fabulous! Ate at that Indulgz Bistro place near the DHL balloon with Keshia, oh my god, the food there's damn damn good.

SIMPLE LIFE ON CHANNEL 5 @ 11PM.
Don't forget to catch it okay!

I'm tired, ugh so bloody tired.

if i asked you to stay, would you?

2006-12-20T04:20:00.000+08:00

English was horrible in the last post, so buh-bye.

I can't sleep, and it's about 2 1/2 hours till I get my wakeup call. I'm hoping it won't rain tomorrow/today/whatever I need to go out; there's no point leaving the house when it's raining cats and dogs and you're going to spend half the time dodging the god damned rain? I rather chill out at home, it's what I do best anyway.

So I've been thinking about a line that my self proclaimed genius friend told me: 'we bring out the best in others' Well that's true, and that so-called genius friend went on by saying that you and your best friend will yinyang each other, ugh unfortunately right again, but still not genius in my books though.

Nice to think about things like this whenever insomia kicks in, helps me to chill but not really fall asleep cause I'll come up with far fetched theories. There's pros and cons to everything, I guess.

Oh and I want those Italian Meatballs from Mastro Bistro now, tsk.

when the cat's away the mice will play

2006-12-19T08:19:00.000+08:00

So up at 7 like promised and I cooked myself breakfast! Banana pancakes and ice milo, oh.my.god this is freaky. Dad's gone already and I'm starting to feel incredibly sleepy.

No, I cannot sleep, all the butter and maple syrup will go into my thighs and stomach and I'll start whining and *'ll laugh. Okay, I'm gonna paint my nails with some garish pink Silkygirl colour and it'll like totally clash with my outfit? Nevermind, beats sleeping now, maybe when I'm done painting I'll sleep.

Hmmmmm.

-edit-

The colour's actually quite okay, and it dries pretty fast. Okay maybe I'll help them do a shamless plug with pictures later if I feel like it? Get Silkygirl nail colour! It's good!

and what's her friend doing hanging with those people

2006-12-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

I am very excited for tomorow!

Christmas shopping with Keshia, and I can't believe how organized I am. Wrote down what I'm gonna get and how much it's going to cost and all the places we need to go tomorrow, I actually surprised myself.

The best part is gonna be dinner, ehmygawd I am so friggin excited I swear. We're gonna gorge ourselves silly, maybe to the extent of even puking, haha. No lunch for me, I think.

And lets hope it won't rain, I'll be so frustrated if it does, can you imagine walking in Orchard Road when its raining? But at least the streets'll be clear, so that's kind of a negative plus.

Girls Out Loud was nice, I don't see why people hate Xiaxue so much, she's actually quite okay what!

Dad's gonna wake me up at 7 in the morning till school starts, training he says. What the fuck, I say. It reads 12.52 on the clock now, yes I better turn in.

Night!

clip it up

2006-12-18T17:22:00.000+08:00

Woke up after a phone call and I smashed the room door into my cheekbone on the way down, like ugh the day couldn't start any worse?

There's nothing to talk about today, I was couch potato-ing from the time I woke up (about 3) till now actually.

Oh Kyla, call me okay! I'll let you hear my song, ohmygawddd!

sweep me off my feet and take me on a journey

2006-12-18T13:35:00.000+08:00

Goodbye last post, there's not meaning behind it; so it's gone.

Been myspacing some shitzz and I found another secret hush hush blog filled with i-love-you-so-much stuff, maybe I should get into the PI business. It's pretty backdated though, in 2004/5 I think? But nonetheless interesting, found out stuff about the person which I never knew before? Come to think of it, I don't even know the person!

I need, crave, want, must go shopping on Tuesday. Christmas' just round the corner, oh my god. I've been so slack these few weeks I can't imagine waking up at 530/6 to go to school in two weeks time. I'm suited for the shagged lifestyle, but then again who doesn't?

And I'm going to start saving a dollar a day from next year, and by the end of it, I'll have $364/$365, I don't know. Keep it up for 10 years and you'll have $3640/$3650, so cool! I know I'm not gonna stick to it, but I can hope right?

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It seems so weird how people change.
I wonder how'll I be in another year's time.
2 years past really quickly, it's so ironic, everyone says that. I'm gonna miss 2/4 hell loads, well except for some.

Oh how I wonder if you'll get married, I'll be happy no doubt;but yet sometimes I can't face reality;I'm just like everyone else;can't you see?--------

I'm in the mood now, good for song writing, hmmm bye!

bent out of shape

2006-12-17T02:50:00.000+08:00

Wide awake. Super exhausted. So weird.

Escaping church yet again tomorrow, I'm going to the library for 2 glorious hours alone and returning home and pretending to be enlightened by God. Sorry but I just don't do church anymore, I need inspiration? So cheesy, I know! But really, seriously, church is way boring.

Oh yeah it reminds me that I owe Nicki for my overdue books on her library card. Nicki, remind me ah! And I've still got the Renaissance stuff to finish up and read the god damned chinese book. WHO WANTS TO READ ALOUD FOR ME?!

Then maths tuition at night, but maths tuition is fun! Eve is fun! She lets me end class early and we'll sit around reading magazines while everyone else thinks I'm having tuition which is fun!

And I'm craving for the NYDC cheese cake, oh absolutely divine!

Pffft, and you know what?! Dad came back today and you know what he got me? Two fucking beaters, the hand ones. Why would you buy beaters overseas? TELL ME WHY! Okay I was so pissed just now, and someone like the character whom Adam Sandler played in 50 First Dates would be really great now.

Ps. I'm thinking about Corey now, and he's all the way in Australia hahahha wtf ?! Keshia when are we camping out at e2max?!

everything needs time to heal

2006-12-17T00:31:00.000+08:00

I'm.very.tired.of.this

Some people say too much of something will make you not want it anymore, and yes it's indeed very true, but how come it isn't for you? East Coast last night made me think of quite alot of stuff as I sat on the breakwater with Kyla, lots of let's-sneak-out-tonight-and-go-find-people-to-go-out-with-us and yes, you. But things sometimes get the better of us, but is it true in your case? I seriously think so, but I'm sincerely hoping it's not.

slap her she's stupid

2006-12-16T17:30:00.000+08:00

So I slept over at Kyla&Sacha's yesterday and there was no internetzz cause the adapter thing is all the way in New York with their air stewardess for an aunty. Okay when I finally grow till the requirements of SIA and I'll apply for a job there? It should be easy, cause even my mother used to be an SIA girl, my godmother, and yeah plenty of other people whom I know and they just don't look the part.

Slept at like 6 cause we were watching movies and cooked up an 'instant' dinner at 3 after an unsatisfactory dinner at Kenny Rogers with Alvina and Sacha cause Jessica left after we finished performing.

The makeup was horrendous, there wasn't anyone to help us put the crap on, so the DIY for all five of us ended up horribly, except for mine cause I'm al la expert at it and Kyla's dad was al la shocked.

Surprisingly we had tons of spare time to take pictures, but the camera died after we camwhored while waiting for the uncle to pick us up after lunch. Fuji lied, it said the battery would last 600 shots, it lasted for like what 400? Cheater!

Presenting the ugly faces of Jessica

Okay people you know the drill, just grab them, I'm lazy to send. Oh oh and if you want the others, tell me like before hand so I can make the files smaller and it'll transfer faster cause one file is about 1.5 fucking mb.

And I need to cut my fringe it's so long, make in center parting and what do you get? The al la Jon Leong, yes that's sick isn't it? But my hair isn't as ratty as his anyway. Make it a side, and you'll get the al la Paul Twohill, I look fugly with hair like that, so that's pretty much the other reason why I need to chop it off.

The day

2006-12-15T11:07:00.000+08:00

Very crazy and busy day ahead, the band's meeting Kyla's and who knows where we're gonna go after that? I'm exhausted to the bone due to the lack of sleep, damn. And I've been praying that the gig'll go without any bumps and that I'll fucking remember my lines by then, yay!

Okay maybe pictures later if we actually find the time to take some, in the meantime try downloading Google Earth and finding your home from space. I've been trying to do that, but I can't find it? I don't know which part of Pasir Ris my house is at. Yes incredibly loser but I'm partially blind, so you can't blame me.

Click here to go download Google Earth

Oh and you know when I was in primary One I could go for weeks without bathing? Haha, so random, but eh I bathe at least 3 times a day now okay.

I'm late, shit okay bye!

<3

2006-12-15T02:16:00.000+08:00

I've been trying to rewrite this past ten times, and I just don't know how to say it, so I guess I won't.

Ps, I fed my brother half a dog biscuit, and it dramatically changed my mood and I feel happier in a way?

Hmmm

2006-12-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

Gosh, I just realised how Livejournal-impaired I am. I've been trying to change the layout for close to an hour and it's been really useless, all I've done it make it all white though it's still under those ready-made skins thing.

Okay okay, I need to get down to learning my script asap.

~~~~~~~~*~****~* (omg pretty!)

2006-12-14T15:56:00.000+08:00

I imagined spending the night when both my parents were away somewhere in Orchard Road gallavanting around or something, or even at a gig (Erny you didn't pick up your phone!) but it turned out to be at Ang Mo Kio, but hell yeah it was still fun!

I didn't take any pictures, he did? I was too stoned and high, but but but thanks for the night lah okay, you're still the brother even though you made me run around till I almost collapsed.

And and I'm very very very very sorry to Natesha and Shazlin for not going out today, I swear. Think I got some poisoning or whatever, cause I woke up every thirty minutes starting from 830 till 11 puking my guts out, and that was very very painful and gross and I still feel sick.

Oh oh oh and sorry to Miguel if I talked crap on Msn, cause I remembered that I was talking to you, but I forgot about what.

Yes alright, Keshia CALL ME BACK!

Cum, or come?

2006-12-13T19:55:00.000+08:00

Pretty rough day today, arrived at the studio close to 3 hours late. Since Dad took off from the airport, so did I from the house. The Christmas song makes me shiver in disgust, it's totally ew. And I want the pink angel thing! I got orange which is pretty weird looking cause angels aren't orange, Kyla got pink though, unfair!

Okay I'm writing down my Christmas lists now, oui you people better hint to me what you want or you'll get a candy cane, splendid idea.

Dear diary,

2006-12-13T01:16:00.000+08:00

I realised the need to have some good ol' fashioned TLC and yes I feel much better now. Well, I spent some time thinking, and I've come to a conclusion that we, being mere human beings, don't deserve flashy things like BMWs, luxury condos or million dollar yachts, I'm not sure why as well, I was having those mood swings again.

Maybe I just need some rest, it'll help clear my mind and restore the 'balance' and there's something that's bugging me at the back of my mind, like vociferating negative thoughts and feeding on my happy ones.

Until then...

krrrh

2006-12-12T17:09:00.000+08:00

So while the rest of the band was at the studio at 2, I was at home sleeping cause I wasn't allowed to go, which is kinda good in a way cause I'd be really grumpy and irritable due to the lack of sleep if I woke up at noon to get ready and travel there.

Oh! I made crabcakes with dad today, they're like really nice! And he taught me how to make mayo, it's so damn cool I swear. And it won't make you grow fat, uhhemARINAuhhem cause there's no chemicals and god knows whatelse the factories put into those stuff.

Kyla, I practised at home okay. Well, a little, tell me what we're gonna play that day and I'll concentrate on those songs, see simple!

LATE NIGHT.

2006-12-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

So I can't sleep again (surprise surprise) and I've been itching to call someone up, but no I have to preserve my brain cells cause the radiation from the phone kills them and I don't want to become stupider since an average of a million brain cells die each day ( we have 100 billion nerve cells btw), and I don't want to contribute more to that amount as when I turn 60, I don't want to be sitting in a wheelchair and someone having to look after me, cause thats just sad.

But being the awesome person I am (yes don't deny it, I don't you think I'm awesome) I actually managed to clean up my room! I cleared my desk, heh heh heh, okay fine I dumped the crap onto the cushion next to the computer table, but I swear I'll clear it up tomorrow. It feels nice typing on a table which I can actually see as it's usually under a whole mass of things.

And I cleaned my bathroom too! I actually had the patience to line up my numerous bottles of shampoo/conditioner/whatsoever till it looked pretty, but it's going to be wasted when I bathe tomorrow. I stripped the floor bare of the fugly mat my mother insists it being on the floor as it will reduce my chances of falling cause it's non-slip, what the fuck? I've tripped on the mat like millions of times already, it harms more than it helps, so byebye!

LOOK SO CLEAN, I CAN SEE THE TABLE. See Natesha/Shazlin/Jessica, very very clean!
The reject stuff's chucked into some wooden Ikea box
See my bath stuff is SO SO NEAT
Oh this is a ~~kapo~~ capo, yes this stupid metal thing cost me $22.

I gave into the urges of calling someone and I'm on with Eusoof and I can feel my brain cells dying rwice as fast cause Nateshas infecting me with her stupidity. and she said my drawing's ugly. EXCUSE ME IT IS NOT UGLY.

WHO GOT A2 FOR ART? ME OKAY ME! FOR MY CHICKEN, WHICH IS VERY HOT. AND BIRD AND RAINBOW AND OTHER THINGS. NICKI AND NATESHA'S JEALOUSSSS,YES I CAN FEEL IT NOW.

2006-12-11T18:55:00.000+08:00

See Nicki I told you we'll be inside the office, special leh!

Followed the barbarian to Parkway after to scout for flowers for her mother's birthday since the market was closed, and we saw Ah Bu (?) the crazy man along the way and I got scared. Loser settled for the cranberry gift pack from the Body Shop since the price for flowers/ fake flowers were atrocious. $6 for a rose and $18 for a kinda huge fake sunflower? Sorry, I'd rather get gloss or something with the money.

Dined at Mos and the clam chower's sick, I swear.

Nicki told Natesha and Ralvin that I shrunk, I DID NOT!

See we were walking on a slope like this, so obviously I'll look shorter right? I didn't know how to draw Nicki's hair, so yeah it's like all string-like. And I even had the initiative to draw the Kc on the socks, awwww someone tell me that it's so cute!

Oh my aunt brought me to NTUC and I asked if I could get more fruity alcohol, and yessss!! I ended up with 12 bottles of mixed Breezer and Hooch and 6 cans of Joly Shandy, I am absolutely thrilled.

I missed the finale of My Big Fat Obnoxious Boss cause I was in school, tsk. Okay nevermind, I'll go check Youtube.

the battle

2006-12-11T12:23:00.000+08:00

I'm supposed to be going to school later on, which means I have to look neat and presentable at all times, but if my whole stash of black clips and backup black clips are no where in sight, I don't see how it's achieveable.

Oh, have I mentioned how different Tingyi looks now?

the turnaround

2006-12-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

Skipped the stupid barbecue after all, Tracy told me that Gerald said that they were carolling, hahahahha wtf! I'd probably die of boredom, carolling leh, what the hell.

Met Keshia and we went all they way to Turf City to look for the Aussie boys playing touch rugby. Well we stood there watching for roughly about 2 hours, I could feel myself radiating heat (not that I already do cause I am hot, haha) but literally thanks to the unforgiving sun, but later it rained like hell and the was mud all over my slippers (ew) and my feet. Left around 4 for Cineleisure and reached at 5.

Had dinner at the Chicago steakhouse and the food there's really good, the ribeye steak's nice and it costs like $13.90? The sirloin's like $9.90, so yes go there to eat.

Keshia had lasagne, it was really good too.

So met up with her cousin, Ryan and he's really really funny. Then met Miguel too, we couldn't recognize him with his specs, hahaha. It was so unglam them watching us eat, but but but, nothing. So Miguel met up with Paul (so coincidental) and they went to have dinner at KFC, and when we were done we went to KFC and sat with them while Ryan ate (I owe you, yes so does Keshia even though we still wanna kick you)

Paul was being a bitch, well no actually, he was being really horny and eating unglamly while chatting animatedly with us and was absolutely thrilled about going to the arcade later with Miguel so that he could bully more people.The fugly picture's still in his phone, stupid blackmailer.

-Picture removed, Keshia wants to kick my ass now-

And Keshia called the Aussies demanding to know what happened today.
Went back after KFC, oh mum's going away tomorrow! It's not exactly thrilling cause dad's still around, but dad's going away on Wednesday so I'll have like 1 day without parental supervision what so ever till mum returns in Thursday, but it's not that bad with her around anyway, I still get to go out!

and day soon turned to night

2006-12-09T18:54:00.000+08:00

I wanna go for Lime Sonic Bang tomorrow so badly. Cause since Saw Loser's performing, and they'll bring their 'crew' right? Crew=roadies=jacket guy! Yes, that thought just keeps me going. Oh and that super cute almost-Keith-Urban-lookalike-bassist Jimmy Tuppen will be there with Ralph-Lauren-Men's-perfume-mixed-with-sweat Sam Cooper too! The Mashi mashi guy's fugly, I'm sorry, I have the hots for Jap guys, Erny does though.

But no, I've got a church barbecue at Pasir Ris Park, and like half of the clique's not even going, how freaking pathetic is that? There's gonna be the dorky dunzo boys that gawk over everything and yes I know I'm not gonna have fun cause Stacey and Mikeo's not going, pfffffft! They better not make us sing hymns cause I'll probably throw a childish hissy fit and leave, I will not go there to sing hymns, oh gosh waste my time only. Like we don't sing enough hymns in church, but I don't go to church so I'll like stay in pegatory forever or just go to hell and Paul can follow me cause neither does he, oh horrr!

And I've concluded Keshia to be an bimbotic stupid bitch thing thats very evil to uhhem, yeah lah I'm very evil to uhhem too, eh but at least I reply to the messages lah, haha. Like 4 hours over the phone today and my handphone died on me, how can! So back to the house phone where the radiation doesn't cook your brain cells, and you'll become stupider, cause less brain cells=stupider, well DUH!!

Equations are like so fun! Don't cha people agree?

time

2006-12-09T17:05:00.000+08:00

I say Nicki's dog will die in like a month.

And by the time I feel asleep this morning people were already awake, god now sad is that please?

her night

2006-12-09T03:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE,PLEASE GRAB THE PICTURES, I'M LAZY TO SEND THEM.
Silverwonders, aka Ngee Ann Poly gig for stupid people like Twohill who doesn't know the name.

Hooker heels!
Okay okay fun part, this is the ugliest outfit of the evening..
So must take close ups, wah just look at the sleeves
The colour sucks too, I'm sorry ah.
Firebrands was okay lah, but very action.

Hello Norman, singing hard?

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!

Sam Cooper is so fucking hot.
BUT YOU KNOW WHO'S HOTTER? THE BASSIST, OMGOMGOMG TO-DIE-FOR.
Guess who sat infront of us while we were watching Saw Loser? Yes, Norman kept shush-ing us cause we kept screaming in his ear, then he'd laugh. And Paul didn't really care.
THERE THERE THERE, LOOK RADIATING HEAT YOU KNOW.

Bassist bassist, BASSIST!

Sam Cooper smells like Ralph Lauren Men's perfume mixed with sweat, kinky.

Omfg, isn't Gayle's dress like super pretty? Her heels are like GORGEOUS.
HAHA
BASSIST BASSIST BASSIST! James Tuppen is damn hot sialz.

So we heard like 11 chinese songs, like 11?! What the fuck, if I knew the first half was going to suck (it did, I swear) I would've arrived even later.

The later performances were quite good. Erny and I made 2 new friends, the jacket guy (Yes Amelia, the cute one) and the tall guy and we went to wait for cabs together. Turns out that they're like best mates with James aka Jimmy and he was from Singapore American School with them. Their accent's super adorable, yes why don't I just say that any guys that have an accent's super adorable.

Edit at 430

The after party at Sam's sounded fun from what I heard. And Manfred's damn retarded I swear.

2006-12-08T16:25:00.000+08:00

Not much sleep last night, Dotor 90210-ed with Natesha over the phone and I was shrieking and screaming over the surgery (I can't stand blood) and gawked at the boat which Tara Reid was on, it was so fucking huge and nice. Suscribe to E! Entertainment okay?

Anyway, I'm in a debate against myself if I should wear heels of converse tonight. And the annoying little voice in my head aka Erny Melissa, said I should wear heels. Yeah, maybe I will. But sh's coming over to try on clothezzz and we can re-think on the shoe issue. God, that is so bimbotic.

Pffft, I'm tired and I over ate and I feel fat.

spoiler alert

2006-12-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

Oh my god, I just discovered the stupidest thing ever.

I couldn't take it anymore and I went to Google My Big Fat Obnoxious Boss' and I found out that the boss is a monkey and that it spun a wheel to decide who would get voted out. WHAT THE FUCK. I swear my eyes grew bigger and bigger as it scanned each line off the screen and when I finally got to the part, I just couldn't believer it. Like oh my god, a monkey. What the hell?

Annette wins the thing, she got $350,000 and Mike came in second and he got $200,000.

So off-topic but whatever, shit so spoiler. ERAGHHH.

whoosh whoosh

2006-12-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

Okay listen up people, be careful of what you
write in your blogs okay? Especially people in
my school. Blogger's obviously unsafe, unless
you're using Blogger Beta, but I don't think
that's safe too. And if you think Friends only
posts on Livejournal are safe, well let me tell
you, they're not. I don't want people
getting called back to school during the
holidays (see I'm so nice) so don't defame
people or say stuff on your blogs okay?

I feel so motherly, god. Eh but I'm serious, don't say anything stupid there, you won't like the outcome.

jack the ripper

2006-12-07T18:27:00.000+08:00

I ripped this quizz of some unknown person's blog, yay! Tyra show today's boring it's about some person called Flavourflav, wtf? So anyway, the quiz!

1) If you could change one part of your body what would that be?
There's like alot of stuff, like my eyebags, my fat thighs, my enormous stomach, my height, smaller ears, nicer teeth and the list goes on and on.

2) What do you dislike?
I hate people that use colour contacts to the core and Natesha and Nicki.

3) What do you like?
Reese's peanut butter cups! Have you tried them? They rock, like seriously.

4) What model is your phone?
Sony Erisson K800i

5) Where is your phone?
Infront of me.

6) Who is your 30th message from and what does it say?
It's from Paul, "Junevile. Haha. Watch it. Aiya i usually just cover my face or close my eyes or try to find a corner to sleep... Or somethin. Shit la! Ah ah ah ah ah ah. Half and hour late someons is i la. Eh. You go sleep then woman. Bye bye."

7) 35th?
Paul, '" Haha hey you still free huh? Bloody fantastic day."

8) Where do you live?
Pasir Rissss.

9) Are there any bus stops around your area?
One, and there's only 1 bus that goes there.

10) Do you drive?
You think 14 year olds can drive?

11) Do you have a crush now? If yes, who?
Nahhh I don't.

12) Ever had your heart broken?
Haha no.

13) Are you attached?
No.

14) What are you going to do tomorrow?
Silverwonders concert at NgeeAnn.

15) What are you going to do after this?
Reply Natesha on Msn, or I could ignore her and have dinner.

16) Name 4 people to do this.
You, your best friend, your sister and your enemy.

Yay, okay! Arina's coming back to Singapore tomorrow morning, and I'm going to drag her along to Silverwonders, I got her ticket without even asking her, but she was INDIA, so there's no way to communicate. And Keshia, you better go also okay!

Nicki cheated, she went to Google where Harvard is, but at least she knows and I didn't lsoe face, HAHA IN YOUR FACE NATESHA!

Harvard is located in Cambridge and Boston and Allston, Massachusetts.yah lah, now i know where it is lah. cbmofo. okay nicki's gonna have a new dog. omfg.

I bet Nicki's dog will die in like a month, Nateshaaa what do you think?

moocher!

2006-12-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

Band tomorrow, it's been ages since we we had a practice and being the lazy thing I am, I'm not bringing my bass (as usual) and I'm gonna use the studio's bass though one of the knobs is spoilt (I spoilt it) but it's not like Kyla's going to bring her guitar so I'm relvatively safe.

Silverwonder's in like two days and I'm going to Tango there, ho ho ho stupid licker.

Epitome of stupidity

2006-12-06T19:36:00.000+08:00

So let's play doctor now. says:
1.Nicki won't go to Harvard, not next year, not ever (hehehehe) 2. i'll get my degree

Nadene says:
HAHAHAHA OMG YOU EVIL THING. YOU SUCK OKAY, ORHHH I TELL NICKI THEN YOU KNOW!

So let's play doctor now. says:
noooooo, you're supposed to say what when i asked you know where's the best place to shop

So let's play doctor now. says:
she wont know where harvard it

So let's play doctor now. says:
is*

So let's play doctor now. says:
GOD, HOW STUPID ARE YOU

Nadene says:
Ohhhhhhhhh, hahah I'm listening to some music thing very intensely lah lewzerrr.

Nadene says:
OKAY WHAT

So let's play doctor now. says:
fucker

Nadene says:
And I'm sure Nicki's not THAT stpid

So let's play doctor now. says:
MARINA SQUARE!

Orhhh Nicki, see Natesha thinks you don't know where Harvard is. And since I'm siding you (for once) you better know where it is, you better not make me lose face ah.

the kid

2006-12-06T18:12:00.000+08:00

Suelin, I know you're jealoussssssss. But wtf lah, 30 takes?

I feel so loser cause I can't wait for the next Harry Potter movie to come out, and it's so weird because I absolutely detest Lord Of The Rings, though the weird 'My precioussssssssss' animal-like thing actually intrigues me. But unlike Suelin, I didn't count the days till the movie comes out, hahahahaha! And and I can't wait to watch 'The Holiday' with Jolene at Citybank Gold Class like if it gets shown there, omfgzz, I so cannot wait!

mosh mosh mosh

2006-12-06T15:11:00.000+08:00

Should have went to Mos last night, Paul said the turn up was fantastic and it was loads of fun. I couldn't sleep like the whole night and I had the inkling to go out and I asked everyone lah (Yes Erny, I'm 100% I called you but you didn't pick up) Watched the Tyra show till 5 whilst messaging and the licker said it's quite bimbofied cause I asked him to watch it too, and I assure you it wasn't, it was about extreme fashion and what women would do to look good. Anyway he turned up late at Mediacorp for filming close to an hour late today morning and had less than 3 hours of sleep and I couldn't help laughing secretly to myself cause I was in my very warm and comfortable bed still sleeping at 9 something.

The stupid Doha games took over the slot of My Big Fat Obnoxious Boss, and I'm so irritated cause I got up before 3 for nothing. And furthurmore, my mum has leave till like what fucking Christmas? She needs to clear her leave, yes simple awesome.

I think she's back from Ikea, okay bye!

Ps. I messaged Natesha at 4.30 am telling her that the guy in Mariah Carey's We Belong Together music video is Wentworth Miller and the stupid bitch didn't even say thank you, she scolded me lah, OMG SO RUDE.

Drama queen

2006-12-05T21:07:00.000+08:00

Finally there's something to make you blush about, after all you've got alot on me. I'm just wondering what it'd be like if we never met, I'd be happier won't I? But yet it wouldn't be as fun. Everything happens for a reason, that I'm sure, but what's the reason for this?

I'm tired.

bang

2006-12-05T18:45:00.000+08:00

I've got a feeling that I won't be needed today since my name's already Alyssa. Like, I get it.

So anyway went to Ikea with Karmillah today and the meatballs weren't as good as expected. But at least I know what to get for Tingyi for her birthday next time. A 1kg packet of frozen meatballs, with a bottle of cranberry sauce and the powdered mushroom-like sauce, since she's like nuts over them.

Got some black dustbin, lots of chips and Daim! It's like 10 bucks cheaper there, and I had no idea! Karmillah pushed me around in the trolly and everyone was staring. Like what's wrong seriously?

And and it's capo not kapo. Glenn, you so didn't own me. At least I know what it's called.

F-U-N!

2006-12-04T18:40:00.000+08:00

The sleepover was awesomezz and it wasn't really Mexican Night as planned but like a whole world cramped into it. My house was like a war zone after they left, hahahah! Ate like a gazillion types of foods. Try tacos, ice cream, beans, chips and dip, steak, eggs and cheese, cake, strawberries, two cartons of 1liter orange and lemonade, breezer, hooch, and everlasting cups of Ribena in a span of less than 24 hours. Tried to play shots with fruity alcochol and obviously no one got drunk, but really really high. Kyla turned pink, a little. Yeah okay that's enough, on with the pictures.

Kyla came first
So we went swimming

The the rest came, tacos for dinner yo!
This is Jessica before drinking, can you imagine after?
Erny can't drink, but she was like high anyway
Then we went swimming!
Jessica plucked her eyebrowsss! Make fun of me last time right? SEE RETRIBUTION!
The toy entertained her
My first time lighting matches, I don't really like them
It was 2 minutes past midnight, but still can celebrate mah!
Erny the super power camera woman
The tree almost fell, really
Ice cream and other things
After the 'shots'
See, still SANE
Okay maybe not
Girl on girl, baby
Whooooooooooooot!
Next morning.
Pancakes, they tasted good but they look like bread/eggs whatever
Nachos and dip and green beans
Canwhorezz
Yeah lah can't deny right?
Thank you Erny,
Jessica,
And Kyla! This birthday's the funnest ever!
Oh and the pancakes were sponsered by Pilsbury's Pancake Mix! The white guy's damn hot.

Seriously I never had so much fun on my birthday before, so this should be an annual thing instead of the usual 'open house' and millions of unknown people will come to the house and I'll be bored.

And and and lastly, thank you:

Jessica, Kyla, Erny, Natesha, Nicki, Paul, Shazlin, Samantha, Sophida, Eddy, Jolene Khoo, Jolene Lee, Glenn, Suelin, Jonita, Cheryl, Kaisha, Russell, Andy, Deon, Phylicia, Kenny, Amanda, Chris, Narysarl, Diandra, Abby, Martyn, Christine, Michelle, Wendy and Priscilla

for wishing me Happy Birthday! I really appreciate it.

And to Arina and Keshia before they left for India/Australia, I miss you guys okay!

And to super power Tzuming who was the first to wish me at midnight, haha.

And to Natesha for the nice post, but you're still not samaritan.

Okay okay okay bye bye!
Remember to catch girls out loud at 10pm today.

The big o

2006-12-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

I'm finally 14, yessss! So anyway, the day ahead's really messy and nothing's confirmed yet, well it as planned last minute, so I'm not surprised anyway.

But someone shares the same birthday as me. The very very hot drummer from School Of Rock, Kevin Clark! He turns 18 today btw.

OMG ISN'T HE HOT?! And yeah I cheated with the time again, it's 12.22am now.

Why the sky didn't fall down today

2006-12-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

So I went out with Erny today and we had a fun time laughing at every single god damned thing.
Public nusience you'd say, but it's very amusing to us.
Fish&co has like the largest drinks ever, mine cost $6.50.
Went down to Paragon aka Market place with a ginormous cup of Yami youghurt after Fish&co and I almost puked.

Check out the size difference.

Erny's amused
Never see sushi before
You see?
Then we tried to look for funny food captions. This is not funny Erny.
Yes, Erny says this is funny too
This is gay, well supposedly lah.
Friend's name?
Why are milk brands so sexist.
Ms simpson, have we answered your question. It's Chicken Of The Sea.

Lesbian and prostitute much?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. There wasn't enough space for chicken, so it's chik'n!
Well we laughed when we saw this, well Erny laughed then I laughed cause she laughs damn funny.
Omgzzz Erny stalks young children.

Well of course we camwhored too.
Then off to starbucks.

This is how ugly you look when you use colour contacts. And it's for a ad for colour contacts, wtf. I swear I'll dig out your eyes if I know you and I catch you with colour contacts.

With the pervy desperate cashier working at starbucks aside, today was da bomb! (I read it somewhere and it's been stuck in my subconcious ever since) Tomorrow's gonna be a mexican themed party, thanks to inspiration from Twohill and Erny bringing up the subject.

2006-12-02T11:20:00.000+08:00

When everything fails to occupy me, I turn to quizzes like this one.
Ripped off Friendster.

01) What is the phone brand?
- Sony Ericsson's K800i

02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
- 117

03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
- 'But if we meet at one can we just watch a movie cos i need to be back by 6 lah? Shit'

04) Who is the first person who comes up under the letter M?
- Mandy

05) Who was the last person you rang?
- Paul

06) Who was your last missed call from?
- Junita

07) Who was the 2nd person who comes up under D?
- Dad

08) What does the oldest message in your inbox say?
- 'Haha jus you man? I'm fucking stoked man. I dunno why i'm doin this even. Why're you? Sorry. WHERE'RE you?'

09)Who comes up under J?
- Jacinta, Jae, Janet, Jas, Jasmine, Jason, Jeremy, Jerrold, Jessica, Joanne, Johnny, Jolene Lee, Jolene Khoo, Jon, Junita, Justindran.

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
- 'Haha i don't know where to go really, shit man. Can we go to Sentosa? I've been having urges to go there for some reason.'

11) Who is the 4th person who comes up under S?
- Sara

12) Who is your network provider?
- Singtel

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
- I don't know, my phone doesn't have a counter for that.

14) What do you have as your background?
- Nut, Nicks and I

15) Who is the 2nd person who comes up under R?
- Rachel Tay

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
- I don't use speed dial.

17) If you are on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
- Hahaha wtf is that?

18) Who is the first person who comes up under C?
- Some unknown person I named C

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
- 6

20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
- Call me when you're sober

Oh yeah check out the shop Blackjack at Forum, that's in town. Yeah should be, the clothes there are like something like Ed Hardy's but less cheena if you get what I'm talking about. The tops are absolute LOVES.

Happy Birthday Britney Spears!

2006-12-02T11:03:00.000+08:00

So Sentosa with Erny's a bust, I'm waiting till 1230 so that I'm able to leave the house to go meet her and we're towning!

I think my kapo is cool cause kapo's a cool word.

And ex-Mrs K Fed's looking real fine.